Manic Moment

In a state of manic, I panic!
The line of dreams and reality
are blurred.

So sadistic, my mind’s flipping.
I scream without being heard.

Lonely, unworthy of being alive,
Ironic, my heart still beats though
inside I’ve died.

Lie covers lie. Anger disguises tears.
I force a smile as I swallow my fears.

© 2011 Jennifer L. Brooks

Not my best work, wrote it during one of my crazy episodes.